林赛罗汉重获自由 决心不再荒淫度日

　　In a new interview -- conducted before she went to jail or rehab -- Lindsay Lohan claims her wild days are behind her.

　　刚恢复自由身的麻烦小天后林赛-罗汉登上了《名利场》杂志十月号的封面，在采访中她表示了要痛改前非、与之前荒淫度日的自己划清界限的决心。

　　"I was irresponsible. And I'm not making excuses," she says in October's Vanity Fair, according to USA Today and the New York Post, which feature excerpts from the issue.

　　She describes her partying days as her "college years . . . but they were in the public eye. I was irresponsible. I was experimenting. I was doing certain things that people do 10 times more of when they're in college."

　　“曾经我是如此的不负责任，这是完全没有任何借口的。”林赛回忆到，“还在读书的时候，便都在公众的关注之下，我没有对自己负起责任来，我太不甘平静了，一些人在这时候会做的一些出格的事情，而我做的事情是他们的十倍。”

　　When she first moved to Los Angeles, she says tabloids were her main source of news and that was "really scary and sad ... I would look up to those girls ... the Britneys and whatever. And I would be like, I want to be like that."

　　当她搬到洛杉矶以后，八卦小报便是她唯一的消息来源，“我既担心又害怕，我很羡慕那些女孩子们，那些想布兰妮一样的女孩们，我也想要成为那样子。”

　　Looking back, the former child star says she wishes she had more "structure" in her life before hitting it big.

　　回顾过去，这位前童星希望在遭受着一切之前，她能有更为明确的生活目标。

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　　"I had structure, and then I lost all the structure in my life," she says. "I think a lot of it was because when I was doing my first slew of movies, it was very go-go, and I had a lot of responsibility, and I think just the second I didn't have [structure] anymore -- I was 18, 19 -- with a ton of money."

　　“我曾经是个有目标的人，但后面却丢掉了它。在拍第一部电影时，那非常带劲，我表现出很强的责任感，但是第二部电影的时候就不是这样了，我那时才十八十九岁，便有了大把的钞票。”

　　She blames him for spreading lies about her. Contradicting what her dad has said, the actress swears, "I've never abused prescription drugs. I never have — never in my life. I have no desire to. That's not who I am. I've admitted to the things that I've done — to, you know, dabbling in certain things and trying things 'cause I was young and curious and thought it was like, O.K., 'cause other people were doing it and other people put it in front of me. And I see what happened in my life because of it."

　　对于关系疏远的父亲，林赛责怪父亲到处散播流言蜚语，“我从来没有乱嗑药，这辈子都没有过，我根本就不想，我是不会这样的。我不否认自己做过的事，因为年轻，因为好奇，所以才会尝试涉足一些事情，这好像都没问题，因为有不少人在我面前堂而皇之地做着这些事。我想之所以会发生这些事情的缘故就在于此。”