The New Me 新的自己

As a high school student, I am always confused about myself. I want to catch other people's attention, I think most girls will have such desire. So when I see the girls look so beautiful, I am so longing to be one of them. I start to lose my weight and try not to eat the delicious food. What's more, I spend a lot of money to buy clothes. My friends have felt my change and some boys look at me, I feel so happy. But in the long run, I feel lost, my friends and I are not that close anymore. I can't focus attention on my study, then I feel annoyed. I decide to give up losing weight and dressing beautiful clothes. Everything is back on the track. I feel relieved and easy. This is the new me and the real me. 
作为一个高中生，我总是对自己感到困惑。我想吸引别人的注意，大多数女孩应该都会有这样的愿望。所以当我看到那些看起来很漂亮的女孩时，我非常渴望能成为其中一员。我开始减肥，尽量不吃美味的食物。而且，我花了很多钱去买衣服。我的朋友都觉察到了我的变化，一些男孩会看着我，我感到很高兴。但从长远来看，我感到了迷失，我和我的朋友们再也没那么亲密了。我无法集中精力学习，我感到烦恼。我决定放弃减肥和穿漂亮的衣服。一切都重新回到了轨道。我感到了松了一口气，感到惬意。这就是新的我，真正的我。