17岁女孩写给毒品的诀别信

I did love the buzz of you but you're not worth it.
我确实喜欢过关于吸毒的种种刺激说法，但你不值得我这样做。

But not anymore, I'll make sure you stay away from me, and I'll stay away from you.
我再也不会迷恋那些，我会确保你离我远远的，我也离你远远的。

I was brought up by a good family not a bad one, yeah I've had a lot of problems in my life, been quite bad actually, all because of you!!
我出生在一个良好的家庭中，我不是出生不良的孩子，然而我给自己惹了一大堆麻烦，成了一个很坏的小孩，都是因为你！

You're a killer, you've killed a lot of people and really they are good people. I'm lucky that you haven't put me in a box cemetery.
你是一个杀手，你已经杀害了很多人，很多很好的人。你还没把我送进墓地，我真是幸运。

Lost loads of my mates and it hurts me, they sometimes blank me 'cause they know I've been on you, it's not nice when I've got pin holes in my arms and marks, track marks.
我失去了很多朋友，这让我很难过。他们有时候看到我吸了毒，就不再理我了。手臂上都是针孔不是件值得炫耀的事。

The illness that I go through when I use you and the after effects are the worst that you've put me through.
我经历过的最不堪忍受的事，就是因为吸毒引起的病症以及后遗症。

Wanted to kill myself a few times 'cause I couldn't go through it. Well guess what heroin, I can and did do it. I can beat you anytime. I can control you, you don't control me.
有时候我觉得我撑不下去了，我想过自杀。你猜怎样？我能鼓起勇气这样做，而且我确实做过。我可以随时打败你。我能控制你，你不能控制我。

I've got enough will power to get you out of my life for good. I'm strong and much stronger than you can ever be. I'm not losing anything over you.
我已经有了足够的意志力来将你永远驱除出我的生命。我很坚强，比你坚强得多。我不会输掉什么的。

Goodbye heroin. Never again. Family comes first.
再见海洛因。我再也不会见你了。家庭才是最重要的。